i am a nobody:((

damn!..not in the mood to write..lots of words in my head..dont know what to write first..

well, i was busy for the college forms until now still busy..two more forms and i dont even have a picture yet..i need to take a picture of my self yet..

oh my!..i'm hoping to be part of the top 10 still..:(( i wish i could be..

haha..nothing's going on with my life..so no further blog entries..:))

summer's almost over'''back to school

yeah!..today is june first and supposedly today will be our first day of school but it was rescheduled on june 8, second monday of june, due to A h1 n1 virus. an influenza which originated from foreign countries. my FRIEND told me that i belong to section EMERALD and it's a non sectarian section. and i hate it much!..i dont wanna be with those people..but, this is my last year in high school so i should make the most out of it..:))

summer's almost over..but i'm excited to go to school and see my friends officially..:)) though i was only at home most of my summer days, it was still a great pleasure to be communicating with my friends. at least they were not able to forget me:))

i'm back

april 27 and 28 we were in Cebu for my father's medical. while he was there taking medical, mother, i and my sis were in the mall for some shopping..hahaha..

i wasn't with HIM during his birthday yesterday..and it was so sad..(huhuhu)

and now..we had plan that we'll talk through phone this 11pm..but sad to know i can't use my room 'cause my aunt's here and she will sleep there..sayang 25 niya..i miss him..that's why i was so frustrated..:'(

aLmOst

it's almost his birthday and i thought i could go there..but no..we will be going to Cebu tomorrow..and i'm missing him since the last time we were together..:-(

until when will i wait till my parents would allow us??

just nothing

hei bloggers..me again..this day will end in just a short hour..well today, there was an audition at ICM for PBB teens and PDA..wonder who got in??i haven't gone ther..even watch what happened..well i'll just wait for the news..most of my friends auditioned and trying to get the opportunity:-D but me..just at home..plurking with people whom i dont know and haven't met ever since..but t'was still fun..

just till here..i'll go sleep na:-D

good night:-D

unɟ sı buıʞɹn1d

unɟ sı buıʞɹn1d

plurking is fun!!:-)

atlast

my parents will be here soon..probably tomorrow and they'll have to give me chocolates..hahaha:-)

well yesterday i wasnt able to go sheena's house because my parents aren't here..i missed the food especially the FUN..gosh!! i hope i can go there soon..:-)

she's away

my mother left this morning for manila..supposed to be we'll go all together there..but my parents have to prioritize something..that's why we're left her..we also had a plan on going to Zamboanga, my fathers place, but i'm afraid because it's in Mindanao and we all know that, that place is really warfreak..hahaha..:-) but i hope we'll be safe i know we'll be in good hands..i wish to go to Boracay..i've never been there..we've never been there..we know it's expensive..but i really want to go there..i wish..hmpf..:-)

it's so hard with out parents.,i know you're thinking i'm very dependent, yes it's true.. but though i'm like that i also know how to stand on my own..

well..

this is really just my hang out..hahaha..well, you see i got nothing interesting to write on...i just visit this when i like..hehehe...

good thing i was able to sleep well last night..i love my sleep..hahaha!!!

Bad Night

Last night, i slept very late. It wasn't night anymore actually, it was early at dawn, 1:30 when i was able to sleep. I was so afraid that my mind was full of bad thoughts. Such as horror, killing and all. Because i wasn't able to sleep directly, i read encyclopedias, not the whole book though, of course, until i was feeling very sleepy and that finally i was able to sleep well.

I really love morning. I hate night. It's dark and it gave me fears because of what's happening recently.

Well I hope I can sleep well this evening.

PRIDE

i'm not intelligent, but people sees me as perfect because of what i have now. that's why if i commit mistakes, which i truly admit, they'll say "BRIGHT MAN KHA KA" and sometimes it insults me and it lessens my confidence of being a part of it. i know i'm not naturally intelligent it's just my effort for giving too much priority to it.

i said this because of what happened to my friend. just because of the text messsage i sent her, which i also sent to other people. she got mad. and a million times i said sorry. i even pasaload her. she didn't still reply. i don't know what got into her mind. it was just a little thing. and now, i've heard that she has forgiven me already she was just giving me a test. that's what her friend told me this morning.

we were so close, but now, i don't know. i'll try not to anymore stay close to them. i was hurt too.

my tears was not worth it!

i hate them.

YES

i am TOP 9 in the whole third year! yes! Lord hear my prayers. thank you!!=)

i also have the award MOST BEHAVED. =)

i am so happy this is the first time that i'll be an honor student. nyahaha!!!=)

i'm confused

we broke up.
but then i miss him.
if we continue our relationship, i feel like i don't need him.
but now i'm longing for him.
confusing right.
it's better like this.
atleast we are giving each other a time to really think.

-anonymous-

i don't know what to do.
i miss everything.
particularly his hug.=(

feeling blue.

i enjoyed

i enjoyed plurking today!!!!

right now

right now we are planning on a vacation, but we're still waiting for my father to arrive. i feel bored staying all day here. i miss school.

i'm so bad

last March 18..after pT.

something happened..
and i really felt SORRY.!!!

i was so mean..

if you want to view about my school life..just visit this.. malditaye.blogspot.com

if you want to view about my life..just visit this.. piggieart.blogspot.com

thank you..
-jonalyn

Just..=(

Gosh!!periodical test again!final round for being a junior. seniors na mi. i can't imagine my self saying bbye ti high school and to my classmates especially my friends and most probably the teachers who completes us all.it's just so sad that this will be the last week for us, Juniors, the last 3 days. i can't say GOODBYE! because at this moment a can still remember my first year high school day. i was surprise when i got to the Opal room. i saw unfamiliar faces, i thought somebody's using our room but then they're new students. when i got inside, i saw Lenny first. It was really quite embarrasing yet funny. then came again the inevitable day, the goodbye to freshman life. here comes another level, sophomore. at first i really don't like in there because the people are not close to me and mostly were Rubians. but as time pass by, i became comfortable and enjoyed the "KABUANGZ". then again, goodbye. when ther last day of our sophomore year came, i wasn't able to believe that i'll be on Junior. then here it came and end again. I MISS EVERYTHING. I WILL REALLY MISS EVERYTHING. the final level, Senior level. i'm very sure when March 2010 will come, it'll be very difficult for us to sayGOODBYE!!!