she's away

my mother left this morning for manila..supposed to be we'll go all together there..but my parents have to prioritize something..that's why we're left her..we also had a plan on going to Zamboanga, my fathers place, but i'm afraid because it's in Mindanao and we all know that, that place is really warfreak..hahaha..:-) but i hope we'll be safe i know we'll be in good hands..i wish to go to Boracay..i've never been there..we've never been there..we know it's expensive..but i really want to go there..i wish..hmpf..:-)

it's so hard with out parents.,i know you're thinking i'm very dependent, yes it's true.. but though i'm like that i also know how to stand on my own..

well..

this is really just my hang out..hahaha..well, you see i got nothing interesting to write on...i just visit this when i like..hehehe...

good thing i was able to sleep well last night..i love my sleep..hahaha!!!

Bad Night

Last night, i slept very late. It wasn't night anymore actually, it was early at dawn, 1:30 when i was able to sleep. I was so afraid that my mind was full of bad thoughts. Such as horror, killing and all. Because i wasn't able to sleep directly, i read encyclopedias, not the whole book though, of course, until i was feeling very sleepy and that finally i was able to sleep well.

I really love morning. I hate night. It's dark and it gave me fears because of what's happening recently.

Well I hope I can sleep well this evening.

PRIDE

i'm not intelligent, but people sees me as perfect because of what i have now. that's why if i commit mistakes, which i truly admit, they'll say "BRIGHT MAN KHA KA" and sometimes it insults me and it lessens my confidence of being a part of it. i know i'm not naturally intelligent it's just my effort for giving too much priority to it.

i said this because of what happened to my friend. just because of the text messsage i sent her, which i also sent to other people. she got mad. and a million times i said sorry. i even pasaload her. she didn't still reply. i don't know what got into her mind. it was just a little thing. and now, i've heard that she has forgiven me already she was just giving me a test. that's what her friend told me this morning.

we were so close, but now, i don't know. i'll try not to anymore stay close to them. i was hurt too.

my tears was not worth it!

i hate them.

YES

i am TOP 9 in the whole third year! yes! Lord hear my prayers. thank you!!=)

i also have the award MOST BEHAVED. =)

i am so happy this is the first time that i'll be an honor student. nyahaha!!!=)

i'm confused

we broke up.
but then i miss him.
if we continue our relationship, i feel like i don't need him.
but now i'm longing for him.
confusing right.
it's better like this.
atleast we are giving each other a time to really think.

-anonymous-

i don't know what to do.
i miss everything.
particularly his hug.=(

feeling blue.

i enjoyed

i enjoyed plurking today!!!!